Our youngest son is named Simeon Ainsley, it is one of the few thing I have of his fathers to bestow upon him... and my fading but cherished memories. My young ones are still too young to realize the enormity of what happened to him. They know their daddy is dead and that he took his own life, but at such a tender age they do not, thank God, feel the great sadness which bears heavy on the souls of my eldest son and I... "We miss you every day babe."